Not much has happened here in the last couple weeks.  Same ole’ same.  Wake up, fight with the kids, take naps, fight with the kids, eat dinner, fight with the kids and then bed.  LOL!

On happy note, I only have 10 more weeks left in my pregnancy.  I am so totally excited.  I am at the point where I pee a lot, my back in killing me and I can’t get comfy when I sleep.  I can only eat a small amount at a time so I feel like I am eating NON-STOP!  I hate it because there is only so many different things in the kitchen for me to eat so I get bored with the eating.  I know eating shouldn’t be fun but when I get bored eating the same stuff, I end up just not eating and that is not good.  Oh and I am tired ALL THE TIME.  5 min after I wake in the morning, I am already ready for a nap.

I remember when I was pregnant with Lil Tony and so it was just Tony, me and Nicki.  I did  nothing but work and sleep with a little laundry on occasion.  I would get off work at 5pm, be home by 6pm and was in bed (for the night) by 6:05pm.  Tony worked nights and usually made dinner before he left for work so all we had to do was heat it up.  Nicki would microwave her dinner, watch tv or whatever and then go to bed.  On weekends when both Tony and I didn’t work, I don’t think I got out of bed except to pee or shower.  My pregnancy with Lil Tony was miserable so I slept almost the whole pregnancy.  Some days I miss that.  Not that I would change having all my children, I am just at that time in my pregnancy where I wish I had more alone/quiet/me time. 

I sometimes worry that I will have baby Max before the delivery date.  I have a lot of cramping, and sometimes a lot of pressure.  Plus some days my kids stress me a lot and I feel my body is not happy.  I carry my kids around a lot, I walk up and down stairs a lot.  I just feel I am way more active this pregnancy than with any others.  Being my 4th kid I just think I may not make it to Dec 7.  I try to take it easy when Tony is home but I feel bad because he works all week and deserves time off too. 

I dunno, I am just ready to not be pregnant anymore, get in to shape so I can care for my kids properly.  Take them outside to play, play activities inside or just be able to keep up with my 2 toddlers and an infant ANDa pre-teen……and a partridge in a pear tree!  LOL!

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