Starting fresh!
I can’t believe it’s Monday, it feels like Sunday. These holiday weekends throw me off. So I have to get my mind in gear and realize it’s Monday because I am starting fresh. Back on track with my weight loss. Tony is supposed to be going on 4 ten hour days with 3 days off. Hopefully this will work to my benefit with regards to getting to the gym. So far for the last month or so I have only made it to the gym 2-3 times a week. I haven’t been very good about counting my calories. Now don’t get me wrong I am not eating like crazy I just may not be right on target.
I need to get back on track, as of yesterday I will be going home to visit my family in 2 weeks. I was so wanting to be closer to my goal than I am. My family hasn’t seen me in at least 7 yrs, for some it may be more like 10 and I didn’t want to show up a big fat blob. I am 38 pounds away from my goal and I have been at a stand still on my overall weight for about a month now. Something has got to give.
I have been feeling very hungry these days and craving a lot of chocolate. I have been giving in to my cravings, I eat some sort of chocolate several times a week. Before I wouldn’t touch sweets except for once a week. Maybe that was the problem.
Maybe I will do a search for the most effective diet pill and get on that for a couple months. I just feel tired all the time. I am getting solid nights sleep but I still feel tired and wore out. I feel hungry all the time. I am trying to juggle a couple things right now and trying to make time for all of it. My monthly friend has been really screwing with me too. I got it twice this month. WTF!
Well I hope I will be able to get back on track and get serious again. 38 pounds is not all that much but when I have a stand still with my weight for a month at a time, that last 38 pounds could take forever! LOL!
