Tony and have talked about getting married before.  Nothing serious, mostly just random conversation about it.  Sometimes I have a hard time calling him my boyfriend.  When you have kids and such and you say boyfriend it just sounds, I don’t know unstable or……I just don’t know it doesn’t feel right sometimes.  If people don’t know me or my family sometimes I will call him my husband.  I mean we pretty much are except for the piece of paper to say we are.  Heck I’ve been married before, we saw what that lil paper did for me.  It cost me over $300 to get to end it.  I know usual divorces cost a lot more but I filed myself and other than a plane ticket to get me back to Florida and the cost to file that was it.

I think the one thing that is keeping us these days from getting married is the money it costs.  I don’t need a wedding, I would be happy going to the court house but Tony wants to get me a ring, one with certified diamonds.

I don’t know, one day we will get married but what I do know is we will be together “till death do us part”.

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